Feel like I'm living a lie
I have been clean from heroin for 5 years this August, but I've been carrying a secret that has been weighing on me so heavily. I've been abusing Adderall, which I've been prescribed for the last 3-4 years. Everyone thinks I have it all together, but I feel like I'm just a big liar. I'm starting to crack, and I can't maintain the facade much longer. I'm not sure where to go from here, which sounds silly to me because I've gone through this process once before. However, here I am again...scared and lost.