Third day with no cigarettes and ooooof I am losing it! It's bringing all of it back. Seriously craving alcohol like I haven't in months. And of course craving cigarettes. And just kind of a mess... don't want to be in the house, but afraid to go out because I feel like the second I'm outside I'll have a smoke.
It's Pride weekend too, and DOMA just having been struck down, it is a very very festive weekend in SF! Really feeling childish and foot-stompy that I'm not in the mood to have fun.
Oh well. I can do this. *grits teeth* I've been thinking about alcohol so much for the last few months that I completely forgot what a beast nicotine is to quit!!!