7 Years ago, I noticed my husband constantly had an issue with his nose, it was either red, slightly swollen or it bled when he sneezed. When confronted he said he was snorting coke with a buddy at work. I thought it was OK, being the loving, loyal wife that I was, I accepted it and left it at that. He also said he was just doing it occasionally and only for fun! How I wish I knew different and acted different then. I was 21, young and naïve, newly married and wanted to make things work, wanted to keep him happy. Now he is a Meth addict, things have escalated and spiralled way out of control. The truth is what starts out as fun can become a bad habit and eventually end up in addiction, and addiction is a downward spiral. I also used to hope and pray that he would stay sober when he said he would and would end up hurt when he broke his word. Thing is I learned that you cannot rely on someone who uses drugs and you really can't trust them to keep their promises.
I hope you'll have a good weekend. Take care of yourself.