I'm glad your taking steps in the right direction REMAS, and I'm honored if I can help you do that in any way. I've never had a taste for the drink myself, but my father died from being an alcoholic as did my step-father, so I can tell you first hand... If you don't take control, it will eventually take your life (over). Stick with it, keep posting, don't be afraid... I can tell you first hand, it gets better...