Again the word BEHAVIOR comes up which is sooo important. Was your husband ever unfaithful while drinking? Did he ever tell you he wasn't sure if he ever loved you? Both happened to me. AA is not to blame, it is the behavior of the sick individuals gathering together trying to get well. I agree, DON"T leave. I did it and you will be the one stuck out there with YOUR life interrupted and you will return home for all the wrong reasons. I know you feel hurt, but it really has nothing to do with you, it is the AH selfishness budding it's ugly head. I wish you well be strong and keep coming back.