Hi guys!
Thanks for the replies!
Everything in sobriety has worked out just fine this far. I have had several instances of "OMG this is NEVER going to work out"... and it all ended up working out.
The problem is, I think, that I start behaving and living in a very counter productive way, when I have periods of "insecurity" like this. I have a hard time getting up early, I get sloppy with keeping my apartment tidy, I stop eating well. And then everything in life starts feeling insurmountable.
My mind latches on to something that it considers a problem (in this case finding a new job) and then it puts the "You'll never find a job"-song on repeat in my head.
Thanks for the tips. I will try and take a step back and be more neutral with regard to these thoughts.