Sex & meth
Bit of a tricky question to raise but here I go...
I'm booked in for testing this Thursday. I've been doing some googling last night on stis & am concerned with the link between sex & meth. Does anyone have any experience with this? Do the 2 come hand in hand? Is it possible for my husband to be on week long benders & not be doing this? I hadn't really let my mind go there before.
I've been calm the last week feeling I grasp the whole addiction thing. But now I'm angry again. I get addiction is a sickness & addicts lie & do bad things to feed their habit. It's out of their control. Or is it? Do some addicts go further than others? Is an addicts behaviour purely about the drug or is it how the drug combines with their personality? Do/can addicts set boundaries for themselves? My husband swore black & blue that he never cheated but after my Internet reading things don't sound good.
Some will say, what does it matter if he did or didn't. But it matters to me. If he did, I'm at high risk. He assured me over & over he would never cheat or share needles - hes not that stupid he said.