Welcome Livenow!
I had 7 years of recovery and 8 years of relapse so I know how it feels to be in our situation. I have been sober 2+ months, going to AA 4 times a week, meet with my sponsor weekly and we are working the steps together, and most importantly have hope again. I thought I was hopeless 3 months ago and
something made me pick up the phone and reach out for help.
I'm glad you made it back...we are miracles!!!