Originally Posted by Nitetaxi

Finally admitted to myself today after yet another embarrassing incident involving drink. I know for quite a while that I need to give up. Have tried all the tricks in the book for cutting down but just seem to lose control when I have any. Am well able to hold my drink which probably isn't a good thing. Please god this time I will be successful. Living in a small town and don't really want to go down the AA route. Am already starting to panic about holidays away which I have coming up which is daft I know. Cant even discuss it with my husband even though we have an excellent marriage I am too ashamed that I have left myself get out of control.