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Old 06-22-2013, 07:33 AM
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dardanella
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Alex, not to be a downer but I
would love to start a new thread, a real discussion about anhedonia. I've heard it can last for months....how about 30 months? People who are really experiencing long term anhedonia are typically not logging in to forums because we are apathetic zombies who tried all the herbal, nutrition and 'just wait it out' suggestions years ago. Some people seem to recover in months. This is great for them and I wish I could actually 'feel' happy for them but anhedonia has robbed me of any emotion at all. I cried once several months back and it felt so good to feel anything. I can fake it. I know how a normal person would react to good news so for a few minutes i can smile and say "I'm so excited." I do this for the benefit of the people I love. I'm not depressed, I'm nothing and so tired of it. Just the damn truth. (Oh, and I miss LSD too)
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