Yea I can really relate to those snickers commercials if you have seen them. I am really proud of my self for getting to 23 days without smoking or drinking. I saw people smoking and I just thought hey that used to be me, but I don't do that anymore. I felt like I had matured in some way. It was really nice talking to the girl on the way home, we talked about her job and civil rights stuff, she was very smart and nice. I just have to get used to socializing with people sober. And my knee is better!! I am so happy I can exercise again, the past few days have been rough because I had to let my knee rest. Now I can take my walks but I will have to wait a while to run. I need to carry snacks with me too. My ex-gf used to say I had a "man period" when I wouldn't eat or when my hormones acted up once a month. Jesus.