Originally Posted by
Mattymattymatt 
I'm 35 alcoholic drinking for 20 years. 4 years vodka all day every day. 4 hospitalizations (2 - 5150's) 2 duis - 1 seizure from withdrawal. I smell like pesticides. soaks into any fabric that is nearby. doctor says i'm dead in 5 years. -----get off it if you can.
Do you want to live? List some reasons why, even write them down if you can. Hold that list with you as a reminder of why you are trying to get sober. ****, you could even laminate it and keep it in your wallet, so you never forget where were on this day, when you look back. You can make a change, I promise.