Thanks trikyriky...(yeah) right there with you on my new Day 2...SOBER.
I am currently working on some really bad past tax stuff, and the stress keeps my addicted-self screaming for a drink, and then conniving with the subtle B/S for a drink, and it is my addiction-corrupted way of mind to go right along with the impulse to block it all out.
However, I do know that drinking will only make it worse, and I will go that much longer without really solving my bad tax issues. I will just have to bludgeon thru the thorn-bushes until I get this done and past me.....and being Sober is the ONLY way I will be able to get there.