Grungehead

BAG - Reread the bad stuff in your first post and then ask yourself which is more inconvenient, the bad stuff or putting your recovery first. A lot of people want the bad stuff to stop happening but they aren't willing to go to any lengths to stay sober. It's been my experience through trial and error that I will only stay sober if I put in the work on a daily basis. It's kind of like deciding you want to really get in good shape but only going to the gym when it's convenient.