Originally Posted by
TLOD5904 
no. not before. I am incredibly sad about the summer. Angry that I cannot enjoy it with my friends, that my life is different. I am so resentful of people who can. I don't recognize this extreme anger.
You can enjoy the summer with your friends, and you dont need alcohol to do it. Its that type of thinking that can destroy your sobriety. You mean to tell me you cant have fun without alcohol? Think about this, you didnt drink till you were how old, right? I bet you had plenty of fun as a kid and weren't a prisoner to alcohol and addictive thinking. You can get back to feeling good naturally.