I try so hard to do what is right and my entire family of origin and the man I chose to marry have spent my life telling me that when I speak the truth it is wrong, harmful and bad and today I am really questioning whether the problem is within me...
I do know that gut feeling of being lied to and hate it and want to protect my kids from feeling that way but it seems that they are getting treated worse by their father when I am honest with them than he would treat them if I lied.