my bottom is death by alcohol/drugs. cant get any lower than that.
but greatful for the gift of desperation that got me to step off the elevator on that way down. then I used the steps to get back up.
been workin pretty good, but I had to get some humility and admit and accept my way didn't work.
then I had to be willing to learn a new way.
pride and ego helped keep me drunk/high for a long time. it wasnt gonna help me get sober.