is this my bottom
I'm up 2:57 am. I used. I'm going to call off work , first time in two years. I might not be going back. I don't get it. I keep beating myself up. Reaching to you guys is becoming a habit but your all i have till i can get to a meeting. Unlike most of you I'm alone no better half to pay my way while i get better. If i don't work i dont eat . I don't want this no more. HELP