Yeah I never met people when I went out drinking except bar flies. So I am going to try and meet people somewhere. People in the class I am taking are not very nice, or maybe I am just too quiet. But this is the longest I have been sober so I am just trying to enjoy nature and I feel like I am coming back to life. Alcohol killed all my positive traits I was full of BS or mean. So I am going to play guitar, maybe write poetry, do all the things that used to make me feel good. Giving up alcohol allows me to see that it is wrong to want to feel good all the time. Sometimes we have to be sad or lonely or angry and learn to grow. So I am going to keep growing a little every day and not give up.