I know where you're coming from. It's saturday night and I'm alone. Earlier I realized I haven't got myself a strong social network because I have used alcohol as a companion and boredom cure. There are times I'm content to be at home alone as long as I've got a bottle of wine. I tried getting a gf to go to karaoke or something but she was busy. I've been to a pub a couple times and haven't been triggered whatsoever..but I do want to go out and see people. I really need to cultivate more friends to DO things with...
Strawberries just came into season here so I stopped and bought a vat at a roadside stand. I just made a strawberry pineapple smoothie thing which I'm sipping on now.it's pretty delicious. Ah well...guess it's me and a good book tonight.