This might be one of those good times to get your guitar out, and create a song. Emotions, whether great or filthy, are perfect breeding grounds for a new song. It might also keep your mind off the inner voice (beast) that will try to convince you to drink this weekend.
Thanks for sharing with us, Pedro, we're all in this together. Some good days, and some crappy days, hey, sometimes half of each in one day, eh?? It's not easy, for sure......
I'm looking to get out of the blue feeling myself. It was great yesterday, no thoughts of drinking, I was too busy........but today?? Yeah, it's like an old boyfriend, reminding me of the "good times" we had. I had to think of all the aftermath of those "good times", and say "I don't think so, buddy, not today!!"
Aw, just hang in there, and remember how Fantastic you really are! (We think so, anyway)
Peace,
~Heartfan