Thanks DG0409, I now understand what people mean about being in recovery and just being sober. For the last week or so it comes on then it breaks then comes on again. Alphaomega must be in my house. All except for the test part. This is not a test. I am way way past the testing part. Interestingly the teenage daughter combined with the anxious dog is what lead to me being in a situation where I was allowed for a brief moment to see the truth. Don't get me started on my mom.