Originally Posted by
zoey09 
Day 13 here. Last week went good, felt full of determination. This week.... Not so much. The 2 week + mark is usually where my resolve wears off and I break down and drink or use.
My AV keeps feeding me reasons why it's not so bad if I have a couple drinks. My mind keeps playing it out like a beer commercial, me hanging out with a bunch of people, laughing and having a great time...
i knew this week would be hard, and it sucks. Honestly I'm missing the feeling of being drunk right now. Ugh.
Thats addiction for you, playing mind games. You think you miss being drunk, but its just your mind under the pull of alcoholism. Try and fight it, because its power will wane over time...........but you gotta stick to it. You deserve a better life, and the commercial? It wont go how you planned, it will look more like an episode of Jersey Shore, lol.