Sadsoul, I am so sorry to hear you are having a rough time with hubby. You are amazing to stay sober!! I can't seem to do it and I have an amazing supportive husband who doesn't drink or do drugs at all.
I'm not really sure what to say but I can give you hugs and kisses xoxoxo. Do you go to AA? Keep posting here, we can be your support. I know I need it.