That sounds very similar to my experience Blackandwhite. Especially the tiredness wound me up a lot as I felt like I was more functional when I was drinking. It really helped me to just try not to focus on the negatives too much and focus on all the positive changes, no matter how slight they may seem. It took me over a year to start feeling a little more lively but things did get a little better everyday. Sobriety is progressive
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