Thanks, yes I get that it is not me. But viewing it in the negative that way, that I am "not" god doesn't help me so much as trying to visualize it in the positive... what is that other thing out there that I am not? I hope this makes sense.
So, it's very easy for me to see AA program (power in numbers concept, and collective wisdom) and the people in it as that thing, first and foremost. Then I can also see this power as energy... energy pervading all life and all living things. Quantum physics perhaps? The unexplained matter than holds all living things together, the god molecule.