im honestly not looking at them like that man.. like i say, i think id even feel better if i had some female friends..
i dont see how i can be screaming desperation when im not gonna lie, my social anxiety sets in so much like i said above that i find it difficult even looking at them or anything.. its crippling bad like.. im not walking about trying to get into everyones knickers .. in fact its the total opposite, hence my concern. its a total catch 22...
you are right tho.. despite how it sounds here my degree and sobriety are the most important thing to me, but id be lying if i said i dont miss having a girlfriend..
the fact is i havent even met anyone yet who i would think enough of to want to be in a relationship with, but i could do with some serious help on the communicating with girls without FREAKING OUT ya know?