trust me, after my last experience i havent lost sight.. i do appreciate what people are saying but i know what happens when i drink and it terrifies me. honestly. ive been in jail, homeless, i could have murdered someone the night i was arrested.. its not something i would forget..
from what im saying i can understand people thinking i couldnt be alcoholic if i can just decide to quit and do it, but trust me, im as alcoholic as the best of them here, i just decided to take responsibility for my thoughts and actions and rather than deciding to try to control, i decided to quit and thats it for me... i know alot of people need to go and talk about it and focus on it and think about yesterday, i know what happens, and im really concerned about the future and how im going to deal with things that are important to me, like this situation, without any chemical help