im not here so much to look for a relationship lol.. im just really here asking for advice on how to deal with these feelings...
the issue here isnt that im going to drink, because ive quit. i know alot of people cant understand this concept but im a person who just makes a decision, and sticks to it. i decided to quit, so i have, aa or no aa... i quit drinking 4 months ago, and thats it. done.
the problem lies in the fact that as much as ive enjoyed being sober and have no desire to ever drink again, this feeling was numbed out when i was drunk..
now that i dont drink, this feeling exists and i dont know what to do about it with my shyness, social anxiety etc