And then berating myself for ever having let it get out of control so that I find myself in the position of never being able to drink again.
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I don't think if i'd one or some drinks less at some certain time i'd not be an alcoholic , I think it was always in me, like having blue eyes .
Mourning over a life i'm never going to have isn't very healthy or happy for me .
Learning to accept what is, dealing with what life throws my way and making the best of what i've got despite it all , is what i try to do .
This is the time of your life , don't let alcohol steal anymore happiness or time off you now that you're sober .
Bestwishes, M