Originally Posted by
Veritas1 
Maybe what you are looking for, or what you think you may not have, is already there, working in you.
God is love...I have heard. Love, goodness...life...
9 months sober? Yes, it sounds like God is with you.
I have to agree with this. There is a story in the BB, A Drunk, Like You, that basically says just that. Some have dramatic events, for others it is a gradual change.
9 months sober is wonderful.