Originally Posted by
CentralOhioDad 
I know I will leave at some point, and when God decides when that point is, I'll be ready. I'm a planner, I need to have a plan - that's why I'm having these consults, that's why I'm figuring out what my options are. I know that everything can't be planned out, but I need to be closer than I am now.
I thank you all for your support.
C-OH Dad
I think that is a very healthy and realistic view of your situation ~
Basically admitting "it is what it is" and now I'm ready for the "Next Right Thing"
Being Honest, Open and Willing are great steps in taking care of ourselves ~
wishing you & yours the best
PINK hugs!