Hmm...becoming clearer. It is just a decision. One I get to make. Just to make the right one and stick with it. It seems so simple but here I am still struggling.
But I think I see, once I make the decision that is my solid ground. That is how I say no. The more I read and think and search the less I want to drink this weekend. And the more that happens the more I feel it...pushing telling me one more time, lets just try. Or enjoy it one more time. I need to clear my head and find my footing.
Did you guys read the books on AVRT or just go off the website? I see there is more than one book so which did you start with. Thank God for online ordering.