I think for me my alcoholic drive comes from the ego or the id (for want of a more apt idiom) .
It was only through non-ego that "i" found a way to handle myself . By changing my perception i change my reactions and then as a follow on my actions .
I wouldn't say that my resolve is infallible but by not deluding myself , excersising my discernment , things fall into place .
For me working on that overwhelming needful want of desire , the selfish ego was how i deconstructed parts of myself, i don't just include drinking but a whole myriad of things . All held up for scrutiny and considerd .
I'm not saying wanting is wrong , just maybe , being more aware of the consequences of our actions and how large our egos' desire is proportionately .
I still work on it , i think i always shall .
Bestwishes, M