Old 12-21-2004, 09:26 PM
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Oh Jenna, I am terrible about treating myself well.
See I did all that for the people. For myself it is too much trouble to walk down the hall to the store, I'll just throw together survival foods.
I just got lucky. I got it together because I had made the invites. And when they didn't show, I was even luckier...I didn't have to entertain and I had all the goodies.
And yes, I did like that set-up very much.
It is still a step at a time, a day at a time for me.
Inertia is my enemy. If I can get moving in the first place, then I can have a great day. But the willpower it takes to make that first move!!!!
I am thinking I have been neglecting my wellness studies that inspire me.
Neglect. Story of my life.
How come it looks so easy for other people. They hop up shower and read their daily inspiration and whistle out the door.
Some days I would like to see them stub their toe. I don't know why I am mean. I guess it represents my anger at all the effort it takes me.
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