Hi Daddoo
I just can't see making it with a slip or relapse whatever you want to call it. Kind of want to get it over with. That's where I'm at pretty much every day. Can't say I feel any pride for the six weeks either. Depressing.
the danger of thinking a relapse is inevitable is coming out the other end...I once lost 2 years that way.
Relapse is not inevitable - you may have to do a little more than you have been doing tho?
what changes have you made to your life beyond just not drinking?
what support do you have besides joining SR today?
How do you think you can find some pride and happiness in your life again? any ideas?
D