I don't have any reason to drink, so I don't know what to work on when I stop. Does that actually make it more difficult? It seems absurd on the face of it, but I don't know any more.
IMHO... no-one has or needs a reason to drink. Why drink? Why if things are perfect should one pick up a drink KNOWING it is going to make them feel terrible in the long run? Why if things are going terribly should one pick up a drink and make things a million times worse? You drink because....
You like getting drunk. That is also why I drank.
I too am in a "good spot" in my life financially, have a great boyfreind, good kid, a pretty "cushy" job... etc.... however, part of me REALLY liked getting drunk. You know that part I refer to.
You got this... you can do it... And from my experience, getting sober I found many issues to work on I didn't know I had...lol.