Maybe you just need to look at alcohol more as the actual drug it is and it's toxic effects rather than why you drink.
Think about the fact you may simply drink cus you are addicted. end of.
Then think about the damage it does to your body. Read read read about it.... ends up scaring the hell out of you! Read about the brain damage it can cause, if you don't have mental health problems you do increase your chances of dementia and other problems.
Then maybe eat more bacon.