Hi Briar!
You might want to stop thinking about who cares about your drinking and who not. It has nothing to do with YOU. You need to want to do this for yourself.
I feel like isolating myself as well. I wanna buy a farm or my own island and just stay away from everybody. It would be so much more easier. I'm focusing on me and other people and their opinions are very distracting.
But since I have no money to buy me an island or possibility to move far far away, I will keep my eyes on the future that looks so much better sober and move on.
I hope that you'll feel better and fight this thing with us