Welcome! May I suggest participating in our 24 hour commitment as a start. I helps me incredibly. You get to know and relate to the other posters and have some fun. It helps me incredibly and I find myself thinking of other people during the day and hoping they are ok (breaks you out of that evil self focus that causes many to implode) Let us know how AA goes! If it doesn't click at first give it a little time, try some different meeting and try to meet a bunch of people.