HP
I identify with you so much. I cannot cope with some of the evangelical comments I get when I admit to struggling and failing time aqnd time again. Am in day rehab at the moment but am feeling like I don't fit in. Sobriety for me is a minute by minute struggle and my collegues seem to have found some glorious new life and I just don't get it. I am scared and nervous in my new found sobriety. I know it is very early days but I miss the numbing, tranquilizing effect of alcohol. Still I keep going to the rehab and get breathalized daily. I am however, on a knife edge.