Thanks and funny part is that a week ago I was waking up to nightmares about the things he had done and had so much anger inside of me. I think that was the peak of my anger. For some reason, things started to feel less angry after that. I sat with the anger for so many weeks, that it was exhausting. I just let it go finally. I am sure the anger will come in waves but I'm pretty sure I've been past the worse of it. At least I'm not daydreaming of things I could do to make him pay for all his crap behavior anymore. He's not even worth the energy of it. He will continue to screw up his own life just fine on his own. He needs no help :-)