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Old 06-02-2013, 12:09 AM
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Jeni26
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Morning fellow badasses...

MB-I can totally relate to the lack of self belief and the need for perfection my friend...but for me there is that bit of me that likes to self-sabotage when things are going well. The voice that tells me not to believe, not to trust, not to allow myself any reprieve from the darkness that is inside me somewhere.

Lets face it, life wasn't ever going to miraculously transform when we stopped drinking, smoking, over-eating etc was it. We still have those issues that led us into addiction and there they are, laid out bare before us. But, unless we face them, we are stuck.

And we are facing them aren't we, step by step. No more hiding my badass pal. We are strong. Things hurt, things are confusing, things are scary. But moving forward is THE ONLY DIRECTION for us now.

Jen x

And was binge eating ever a comfort? Really? Did it actually make you feel better, solve any problems? X
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