Thank You "D"...i know what you're saying!!! A lot has changed between us in 20 years...but my love for him remains!!! Needless to say I pray for the good change...and and grateful for this learning experience!! Thanks for responding and know that I appreciate your kind...but honest words!!
And "Hope"...yes I do drink a few...but I wouldn't around him!!! NO WAY!!! Im willing to give my everything to help him...and if that includes my drinks as well...then so be it!!! No need to ask...becauase its given!!"
And "Anna"....not only is patience needed...but strength for me when he is weak!! THAT is what i ask for!!!
To all of you...stay strong!!! God wont give you anything you can't handle!!! =)