Mizzuno, you are clearly a super, duper cool person, and it comes through beautifully through your posts. You've helped me and many others on this forum and please know that you are not alone. I can also relate very well to the sense of not belonging and anxiety. Talking it through with a therapist can definitely be a great help.
I'm sorry to hear about the grouchy woman, please don't let her rudeness and attitude problem rattle you too much. I know that is easier said than done, but it really sounds like she was taking her problems out on you.
If you're still feeling out of sorts and you don't feel like meditating, maybe watch a funny movie to relax and ease your mind a little?
You are doing great Mizz, and know that we are always rooting for you here.
