What's changed? You seemed really happy the beginning of the month. Riding your bike and sharing with us the scenery.
What changed?
What were the reasons you stopped drinking and what are you doing for your "sobriety"?
I didn't stop drinking because I was having a really good life or flying on the wings of victory. I was effin miserable. It sucked. Waking up in the middle of the night covered in sweat, anxiety and self loathing so strong it was palpable.