Originally Posted by
Anna 
Yes, Mizzuno, Dee is right. It sounds like she was using you to blame for her book not being sold in your store. It wasn't your choice and she didn't want to hear that.
As far as feeling out of place, I agree that you're feeling anxiety. I get like that too and it can be disconcerting. Have you ever tried meditation? I find that it allows me to find that place within myself, which is full of love and acceptance. It might help you.
Well, meditation and me are like oil and water. My therapist was always telling me to meditate, and my resistance has been HUGE. My brain is a Ferris Wheel. I have all these books on meditation, and mindfulness, and relaxing, and everything under the sun that one can do to ease tension. I should probably start putting all those books into practice, and not just read them.
Okay, I will make a schedule of meditation, and actually meditate. Thank you Anna! And Dee, and everyone else who is helping me through this tough day of nonsense.