Originally Posted by
Mizzuno 
What I know for certain is that I will not drink over this. I think this sort of thing helped me to drink again last time. I am coming up on 3 months again, and I see a pattern. This time around I am not doing anything that will be detrimental to my life. The underlying issues need to be addressed. There is no reason for this to continue... I have to be able to talk this through with someone. So, a professional will be called here shortly. Not my first rodeo in this arena. My anxiety gets the best of me.
Work through it Mizzuno; you're at 3 months, so keep adding on to those months. You'll come out the other side. Everyone feels out of place sometimes, but it sounds like you're obsessing about it a little. Usually, our perceptions of what people think of us are vastly differrent than what others really think of us. Focus on doing good things for yourself.