Thanks...I need to keep reinforcing those thoughts. I woke up
again really missing him and again wondering what I did wrong?
Hard to accept still that the A's mentality is so different than others.
He really does think I abandoned him a year ago...but can not see
how his drinking is what caused me to pull away. I told him that for years...he didn't
want to change that...wanted me to accept it. I just couldn't do it. Oh...what I'd hoped we could've had.