Hi, Jeni.
I'm ok, thanks) My beast is also just whining once in a while but I turn it down.
I'm in some blue mood today so my AV saw some hope for itself - but, no way. I re-red my posts and remembered myself about commitments.
There's so much more behind this AV - all this negativity toward myself, all this BS talk, all this self-deprecation. Addiction just hid and covered all this, now when I see it all unveiled I got a chance to get to know my real me. Authentic badass Midnight.
Have a great day, Jeni. See you later)